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Sunday, May 14

amarante 06 has finally come to an official ending (save fer e qing gong yan) n i shant say too much bout it herecox somehow. i haven sorted out my thoughts so i haf no idea what to say either.but i will. haha. when ive sorted it out.just one thing i must say.is tt ive never regretted it. i said it once last yr. ill say it again.i love what im doing SO much. im willing to go thru everythin. everytime. anytime.

there used to b stuff written here. it used to b a draft. but it remains unwritten now as far as im concerned.its not good to b not cryptic rgt.. i havent written here in super super long. n fer various reasons i havent.

yourebeautiful.yourperfect.butidunno.imayneverbewithu. budden again. if i nv said anythin. then im sure it cldn b the above. cox im a head person haha.

ok ill b going off fer piano ensem concert in awhile. actually a long while hahaa. lets see. this wkend has been quite slp filled fer me.which is goood n bad but nvm tts another story.

find somone whos willing to wait fer u. silently n always there. oh well.

原谅我已无力再坚强
请你相信实非我所想
如果真的令你有点沮丧
拿什么赔偿

yi bu dong ying wan dong. i haf no idea. if i cld say im sorry then it wldn b so hard. but thing is haha. i cant! wel. tts a good things in more ways than one. but a bad thing in a way. ahhhh.

你发如雪凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美
你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月
我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑

its a long week ahead with all e rehearsals n dunno what>< but nvm it shldn b too bad.but id rather it b dance HAHA. i miss dancing oh no. i havent danced fer ONE wk.omg.faints.n i must up my muggin power.sigh. so unappetising. but nvm. i better make sure i start dancing soon soon soon.hehe. like nxt wk. but after which i will MAYB do somethin bout my cranky ankle which still hurts tilll now.gr.ahaha haf a nice sunday everyone!'

n i love u too.
-xin

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